That’s some MJ moonwalker shit………

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That last pic gave me the willies…
Can someone answer this for me….I know it’s long but here it is…
I just realized and this is off topic…that I was forcing something that I did not want and while this person in my life proclaimed undying love it was not enough for me I kept pushing down the feeling that I was not truly happy with this mate and decided to keep him around to make him happy all the while forgetting about my own needs-Now that I reflect back on this saga I know and I knew it before that I should’ve been true to myself but was always trying please someone else or not hurt anyone’s feelings…when all is said and done I could’ve truly ruined my chances for real happiness in life because I was comfortable in a situation-and that was not a healthy reality-but I’m out of my fog now and the skies are bluer-it’s just so weird that everyday I knew I did not want to be with this person and stayed anyway-which is somewhat out of character for me…anyway I needed to get this off my chest and I did-What an epiphany….
Have any of you woman done this and are you in a situation like this still-I guess my true question is to myself…I don’t know why I wasn’t true to me-is that a form of weakness? Or some saint Mary type sydrome like I’m supposed to take care of people in need…

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